PARACHUTE

anyone ever herd of that band ? i recently fell in love with them. their very soothing like paulie's face haha jk. anyone so saturday i went to the boys like girls concert and it was one of my favs. not only did i met paul which i love!! i also met christopher drew from nevershoutnever who was extremely nice and barefoot. i was in the very front for the whole concert. i caught paul's red bull and four guitar picks. it was everything i was hoping for and more. martin is crazy too he sang in the crowd and at the end people were getting on the stage. then sunday i went to the beach which was relaxing. and yesterday i went bday shopping. lately my thoughts have been so scrambled up. im going out soon with my friends. =) and then my cousins comming over. here are some pictures.

i've been in such a weird mood since the concert. i can't really explain it. i guess really happy and sad that its over

i refuse

Wether it seems like it or not. I always try to look at a positive side. Everything has a positive and a negitive side. But lately I just can't seem to function like that. I dont know what it is. Maybe its the people, places, memories i cant let go of, or just my own self that i have issues with. I can't seem to get happy. I'm letting certain things big or small suffocate me until I can't take it anymore. That is how I've always been... I try to be nice and remain calm and I bottle things up until I explode. Anyone who knows me well enough knows this. I jsut need to get things off my chest. I am not good with dealing with things in a healthy manor. Which is probably not the best for me. Ever feel like your in a room screaming but no one hears you? Thats how I always feel. And it might sound like im exaggerating but this is my blog and im not going to censor myself for others. I truely want to believe that human nature is good but its hard to believe that when youre reminded everyday its not. Fake,superficial, blah blah blah welcome to America. I'm afraid I don't belong here. This life just doesn't feel right to me. Theirs got to be more.... real blog tomorrow. sorry for the drama. just some things left unsaid that needed to be said. goodnight

big poppa

haha thats my ringtone on my new phone by the one and only biggie smalls. so yesterday i went to a bbq with carlie and sarah's family it was really cool. im part of the family. haha today i met All Time Low and they were really nice. I wish I got a picture. I am their new background singer haha.

I am currently hot and extremely bored with a killer head ache and my foot is falling asleep. Nothing else has really happened lately besides that and I pulled another night with Nikki and Alycia. We did a photoshoot and took a 6 hour power nap haha.

I really need to keep myself busy this week. Tomorrow I have dr. appointment and saturday is Boys Like Girls Concert which I will probably be going extra early to get into the front. Besides an empty week lifes good. also I want to go to Hershey Park soon and maybe go to a show the 22nd.

Ugh..having to much time on my hands drives me crazy and makes me think of things

fun in the sun

I'm in such a good mood. Yesterday I spent the day at the beach with the family. I'm glad I decided to go. I got to go on a paddle boat and drove for the first time in a parking lot. It was fun except for the sun burn on my legs. Haha who gets burnt on their legs?

Okay so today I went to the mall with Carlie and Sarah and met up with Alycia and Nicollette. I got a cute shirt, All Time Low's new Cd (which im listening to right now), and a tooth brush haha. It was fun. And...for the best part . I get to meet ATL this Sunday =) I got a wristband. I was sad when I found out I couldn't go to Warped Tour but everything happens for a reason. I'm so excited I get to meet them. Tomorrow I'm going to Nicollette's and were going try to pull an all-nighter again. The trick is to jsut keep yourself busy and then it gets easy.

I wanted this hat!

and hopefully i'm getting a new phone soon!

love ya,

peace.

ello moto

Don't ask me why "ello moto" just popped into my head. Okay so the weekend is officcaly over in 5,4,3,2,1. I'm tired I should go to bed. I guess I'll blog first. So Friday was my Aunt's 4th of July Party which consisted of beer pong, jello shots, a dog peeing on me , and other weirdness. And no i wasn't allowed to play beer pong =(. Afterwards me, carlie, and sarah's family drove around looking for fireworks. When we finally found some we caought the last two minutes lol. Then got sundas at McDonald's.

Today was Cherie's pool party. This consisted of long walks (not really like a 5 minute walk hah), water balloons that wouldn't pop, and my ice pop landing in the pool. It was fun but Im exhausted now so I'll leave you with cute pictures I found amusing. I should have been born in the '60s I have an obsession with animals.

This is inspiring.

So Im debating wether im going to ATL concert or not. No more Warped for me =(. My mom wants me to go to the beach tomorrow But I dont know If Ill be up for it,.

thats all for now,

peace

back to life, back to reality

Okay so one of my favorite things to do is being spontaneous. Thats when I'm having my most fun. Yesterday I found out that my friends Carlie and Sarah were getting peircings and I've been wanting my nose peirced for awhile so spurr the moment I did it and I'm in love with it. ALso being spontaneous I slept over Nicollette's house with Alycia and Cherie.. although I wouldn't call it sleeping over because we pulled an all nighter. I can't get too into detail or I might get in trouble haha lets just say I did alot of things for the first time...yes I'm still a virgin. haha.

The other day I watched The Doors movie. It was alot longer than I thought it'd be. But it was unique. I wish I was as naturaly poetic as Jim Morrison. He is amazing in the way he uses words and his life was worth watching.

Today I'm going to take it easy. Just sitting in my bed watching Degrassi re-runs. Tomorrow I am going out to eat and catching up with friends then probably sleeping over Carlie and Sarah's. Saturday I have a Fourth of July party at my aunt's ( who btws dog had FIVE PUPPIES yesterday on her birthday!!) , and Sunday is Cherie's pool party. SO thank god I get to relax today. Although relaxing is good every once in awhile I'm the kind of person that likes to keep myself busy.

ttyl, peace.

im sooo....

aggravated with my blogs. i made one on livejournal but i dont like the site. and since ive been wanting to blog this summer i guess it is back to this site.

im feeling sort of naucious. maybe its from all the sun. i went to the beach today and it was tons of fun. it was a family day with my cousins, mom, and cesar. this was one of the first nice days of the summer.

i am currently tired and my hair needs to be blowdried asap. and my lips are chapped and i am sunburnt. i need to go take care of some things but until then......